- What's wrong? 
- I don't know... the fear of it never happening? 
- No, it's probably the fear of it not being perfect, of it not being exactly as you want it to be. But let me tell you this: there is no such thing as perfect, all of those things in your head, are probably not going to happen that exact way. If you keep thinking like that you're just going to keep disappointing yourself. Maybe you need to let go of those "perfections" you dream of, and start seeing the beauty in the imperfect.